Current mood:	energetic
Current music:	Sting - After the Rain has Fallen

It's my party and I cry if I want to, cry if I want to!

It's my birthday and I am pretty alone at home. It's 9h52 and up to now I got the clothes into the washing machine, cleaned up my room, made breakfast, and tried not to explode with the nerves. I am going to Zurique in a couple of hours to delieve a couple of extra portfolios and ask the guy that really liked me last week if he already decided if he takes me or not... But I want to speak english so that I feel confortable and I think that will not please him.

Then I am going to a book shop (there must be one in Zurique) and buy myself a birthday present, if it's not too expensive. I wanna buy a... SHOCK... Feng Shui book. I wanna read it and apply it in my new home. It's gonna be a fresh start and I want to get all positive vibrations possible into my life start! :)

I found two really nice apartments yesterday. But this night I could not sleep because I got too nervous as in "what if I can't pay it because I get unemployed", or "maybe it's too fast". GOSH I NEED MY FLUFFY! *cry*